Friday, October 11th, 2002
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8:24 pm - YEEEAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
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HMMMMMMM....have an eventfull weekend, and a busy on at that. This week was nice, 3 half days, what more could I ask for!!! Saw Sweet Home Alabama today(biggest chic flick, but oh well) didn't like it but still had fun!! That was for u amanda...lol...ne whoo gotta stand up in my uncles wedding tomorrow and i work @ 9 on sunday....is that precious!! Monday is MIPA...which will be great cuz it always is! Kevy and TWads are supposed to be coming down from state to join there ole pals from LCN for Lunch! Amanda I love you and u mean the world to me!!!!
current mood: bouncy current music: All those weird songs in the car on the way to the movies
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Friday, October 4th, 2002
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7:54 pm - The Grande Ole Oprea
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I think the past week has been the greatest of my life and ive never been happier. Maybe its cuz of that special someone that has been missing for so long! Im glad I finally met her! Amanda homecoming was a blast....and i know u were happier that we went to the dance and didn't stay at joels...:-) The after party was fun, even though i didn't get drunk....i was a little occupied with something else....thanks amanda...hehe!!! I wanna say thanks to my friends for helping me out as much as they possibly could...Adam, what can i say...ur my best friend and u showed it homecoming night...w/out u i wouldn't be where i am now! Joel, thanks man not only for the ride but for helpin out! I didn't realize how much i missed u while u were in england....shane...thanks for the tent man!!! lupo...hey who else is there to embaras amanda during class...haha....blair, well blair is just blair...haha...thanks to everyone and AMANDA I LOVE YOU!!!!
current mood: loved current music: Moment Like This-Kelly Clarkston
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Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
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7:04 pm - Great Weekend.....can't be good
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Friday- Went to the bowling fundraiser @10pm with bryan and hank and thought i was going to have a fun time...I had to listen to bryan make fun of me because he thought i got "stood up"!!! Saturday-Had a game we lost and i sucked it up...maybe that was cuz i was dead tired from absolutely no sleep since i laid at bryans house thinking about something very important! Went to work after a nap and called amanda...found out that she didnt' really stand me up and that she got lost after the football game, didnt have money, and left my # at school....That was the hightlight of my weekend....Sunday i was dead tired had a headache and just mostly thought about stuff.....Hopefully the week is better than the weekend...we'll see since my bday is on tuesday!
current mood: contemplative current music: Oreo-Ali
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Friday, September 13th, 2002
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8:02 pm - Oh No Not Again
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hmmmm....how many times does it have to happen to me before i get it through my head. I think I blew another possible chance for something good. I don't know....it seems whenever something good is happening to me i go into this little shell....Amanda if U read this i wanna say im sorry....i do like you and everything...im just a dumbass and didnt show u! I gotta talk to you so yea...i will talk to u then....
current mood: contemplative current music: 30 seconds to mars-capricorn
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Friday, September 6th, 2002
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12:24 pm - Wonderful
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Well its gotten to the point where i feel like a loser! I don't know....I want a girlfriend...that someone that makes u laugh, that someone thats always there....that someone that calls u just to say they love u...I wish i had that person....The search for a homecoming date sucks too...but i'll find one i always do...well im gonna go now!!!!!
current mood: quixotic current music: Thursday-Understanding a car crash
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Thursday, August 15th, 2002
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4:51 pm - I'll Never forget this summer!
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Well it's been awhile so i figured the least i could do is update this damn thing! I don't think I'll ever forget this summer. There was soo much, so many people, and so much to do! The people...well they know who they are and I thank them for being there and for everything they did! I learned a lot about myself over the summer....most importantly I learned to BE MYSELF w/ out caring what people thought! I look back now and wish i could go back and fix things so they never would of happened but if those things wouldn't have then maybe the things that did wouldn't have either! But I was talking to a really good friend and I said something..and when i looked at what i said i realized how real it was..."I don't know what the future holds, if I did Life wouldn't be fun!" so after this great senior year ends i don't know whats going to happen, hell I don't even know whats going to happen this senior yr....but thanks to everyone who made this summer...hmmm...unforgettable!
current mood: anxious current music: Cross Out The Eyes-Thursday
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Wednesday, August 7th, 2002
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11:26 am - As summer winds down......
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its funny because with my luck just as summer is ending it gets good. I get a new job where i make loads of money but can only do it for three weeks because school starts! But good news i saved up enough to get a car..woohooo...finally i can drive...I been meeting people like whoa...i made tons of new friends from stevenson this summer playing on a new baseball team and its funny how the people u meet hook u up w/ more people....and let me tell u the ladies at stevenson are great...haha....but schools starting soon and it just ruins everything...but it is senior yr so it is gonna be fun! I can't wait! This summer has been interesting ive met many new friends and dropped many old ones....the old ones know who they r....Monti thanks for making this summer more fun...without u it woulda been boring as hell....and u made it exciting....thanx to all the fellas on the marauders...dayton was the shit and we know that we really won!! WEll its gettin long so im gonna go look for a car!!!!!!!
current mood: dorky current music: life is a bullet-papa roach
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Sunday, July 21st, 2002
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3:55 pm - Tiny Angel For YOU!!!
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I am a tiny angel Im smaller than your thumb: I live in peoples pockets Thats where i have my fun I don't suppose you've seen me, Im to tiny to detect: Though Im with you all the time, I doubt we ever met.
Before I was an Angel.... I was a fairy in a flower: God, himself, hand-picked me And gave me angel power.
Now god has many angels that he trains in angel pools: We become his eyes, and ears, and hands We become his special tools.
And because god is so busy, With way to much to do; He said that my assignment is to keep close watch on you.
When he tucked me in your pocket he blessed you with angel car; then told me to never leave you, and i vowed to always be there.
That is a peom i found cuz it reminds me of my lil sister but for anyone who feels like there is no one left who cares....there is!! :-)
current mood: worried current music: I love it when u call me big papa-BIG
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Sunday, July 14th, 2002
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5:07 pm - Ahhhhhh.....This bytes ass!!
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Just got back from the championship game that we lost in 10innings. I have never played a game that lasted that long. But on top of that everything seems to come crashing down at once...but i guess that how life works. Its funny how the man youve known as ur father can go behind the backs of your family for his selfish greed..but i won't get into that. The summer started out great....I met someone that cares a lot, even though we don't live close, My friends and I started to have more fun...but i shouldve known that can only last so long...I mean I still have that special person, but everything else just seems to suck...but oh well...I'll battle once again just like I always do...and maybe something will end up happening for the better!
current mood: exhausted current music: Music isn't helpin ne thing!
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Saturday, July 6th, 2002
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8:28 am - WOW!!! Who said summer was boring!
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Well I haven't written in here for so long mostly because i have been so friggin busy! But here ya go Monti, im updating it for u!! LOL Summer has mostly been baseball and work but baseball sux cuz the teams i play for seem to blow major ass whenever we can win and then do good against teams we shouldn't even be allowed on the diamond...but oh well at least its somethin to do! Monti, ur the greatest and im so glad i met u and wouldn't have it any other way...Its great to have that person that i can talk to and its funny how much alike we are....well tata for now(I thought that was funny) Maybe i will update this sooner than i did!!
current mood: awake current music: Nelly-Crazy over you
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Sunday, June 16th, 2002
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3:12 pm - A Poem that I made up!!!!
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Alright I was extremely bored and was just thinkin bout somethin that happened the other day!!!
Do you care if I don't know what to say Will you sleep tonight, Will u think of me Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay that there is someone out there who feels just like me(I didn't make that up its from a boxcar song but I needed a start!LOL) Please don't be upset Don't stop your life for me I wish I was there, but im not but i still do care I often wonder what it would be like if we meet Would you cry, would u flip out Would I cry, would I flip out Either way after we'd embrace I wonder if it was a mistake that we started to talk I didn't mean to cause a mess I couldn't help it, I was just myself So please don't cry that im not there because its not fair, its not fair to you that im not there, so go on with your life Because if its right it will happen dont put yourself on hold for me I will understand, don't hurt the people that r there Its not fair, its not fair to anyone god must be playing a joke, as he seems to with love but its funny how to people can fit like a glove!
I was really bored and couldn't say it cuz u weren't on :(!!! Im sorry if i caused any trouble I really am!!!
current mood: blank current music: Reel Big Fish-Back when i met u
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Friday, June 14th, 2002
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12:41 pm - BUSY, BUSY, BUSY
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The worst thing of school has to be finals.....they suck horribly....Ecspecially when u don't have time to study for them....but oh well...they won't affect my grade that much. But im glad its all over....school that is...I have to prepare for next year...SENIOR YEAR...is gonna be sweet...for prom we already have video dj's and its just gonna be sweet...Now the hard part is finding a date...for homecoming too..thats even closer than prom...OH NO!!! But as of know im sitting on my butt watching Billy Madison...great movie...it keeps me smilin..Haha...As for the weekend nothin big planned...got a game tonight at 6 then saturday gotta work at 6 but might have to go to my bro's game earlier and sunday gotta double header than work at 5...tell me that doesn't suck!!! Monti I miss ya but i have a question...is Grand Rapids by Battle Creek??? Cuz im goin to battle creek for a baseball tourney and i thought it was kinda close!!!
current mood: exhausted current music: ummm...im watchin a movie!!!!
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Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
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10:59 am - This is for you and you know who u are
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Well i just met you...You seem like an awesome person and i really wanna visit you....That would be great...Its so weird that there is someone who is so much like me out there and I wish you were so much closer....Its always the good ones, the ones you want, you can't have....and i wish i could have u!!!!!!;)
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Monday, June 10th, 2002
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12:54 pm - Well We Lost!!!!
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Not a good weekend for baseball....Lost Regionals 9-2 to Stevenson and we looked horrible...Then on Sunday my fed team lost 11-2 and 4-3...I have never been as sore in my life as I am today....every body part hurts like a bitch....Ahhh...I already miss the seniors...the fun ones at least...not the choch asses...but the ones everyone misses....but it's alright i see em almost every day....For some odd reason i have felt so loosey goosey lately and havin fun w/ everyone....
current mood: creative current music: Stuck in America-Sugarcult
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Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
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12:35 pm - DISTRICT CHAMPS!!!!
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I gotta give it up to BDods...he pitched the greatest game against Central and we kicked their sorry Lancer Asses to take the District Championship...Fuck yea...Well I dyed my hair blonde only cuz i said if we won districts i would so i did....it doesn't look to bad and if people don't like it fuck em its my hair and it will grow out!!! So haaahahaa!! Regionals start Saturday and we have Stevenson....Jays pitching so the results should be good but come on out and cheer us on!!!
current mood: dorky current music: Boxcar Racer-There is
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Wednesday, May 29th, 2002
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12:18 pm - Ahhh.....
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Well we won the first game of districts 3-1 against PHN. It was a great game and I scored 2 of the 3 runs...haha...We're awesome...Were gonna kick some Anchor Bay and Lancer ASS!!! Ahhh....life its okay...I think I found out who the dickless anonamous person is and they are in for an ass beating!!! Other than that everythings good, I miss the seniors and the special ones they know who they are!!! The Eminem cd is one of the greatest.....
current mood: amused current music: Eminem-Hailies Song
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Friday, May 24th, 2002
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12:33 pm - To the seniors!!!!
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Outta the three senior classes that have graduated over my years at high school i was the closest to this years group!!!! To lauren....im gonna miss ya so much...seein ur face everyday makin me laugh and helpin me w/ everything...i woulda been lost w/ out u...To Scott...what can i say...ur the greatest...man i never had so much fun than at your house...Nicole...thanks for the fun time at snowcoming...even if i didn't show it, it was awesome!!!!...To the rest...enjoy life as u guys go on...I wish u all the best in future years...To whoever keeps posting anonymously...grow up and grow some balls....leave your name....
current mood: melancholy current music: Incubus
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Tuesday, May 21st, 2002
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7:23 am - I HATE YOU, HATE YOU, HATE YOU
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Friends...what are friends...an interesting question...Well I wouldn't know since mine like to talk shit behind my back....but ya know im 2 little to do ne thing....Well you know if you said that and its directed to you!!! U don't even know what you coulda had and you'll regret it when u realize what is going on...From now on don't say hi to me and don't fuckin talk to me....You coulda at least been a friend but u failed at that one....Are you supposed to walk away from friends w/ a knife between your shoulder blades...I think not....Its not just one im talking about its a whole....I hate this fuckin school...Senior year im going somewhere else somewhere where no one knows me....they don't think of me as little.....WHAT THE FUCK DOES BEING SMALL HAVE NE THING TO DO W/ NE THING.....Were im welcome and don't have to worry about getting made fun of everyday....I don't know what i did to deserve this....I never talk shit to ne one...and if i say ne thing i say it to their face...thats what gets me in trouble but if i stand up im a hardass.....well fuck you next time ne one talks shit they are gettin hit in their fuckin face i don't care if its a girl guy or a fuckin grampa at walmart....IM SICK OF THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood: infuriated current music: EMINEM-SOLDIER
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Monday, May 20th, 2002
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7:38 am - WORLDS GREATEST....HAHAHA NOT
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Well it was an okay weekend....Our baseball team is starting to go down the tubes, we lost 6-0 to Tower and 7-3 to East Detroit...but on the up side the Lancers lost so we still have the MAC Blue title as long as we win today....Everyone come watch its at 4pm home...cheer us on....Well life pretty much has hit the crapper....HARD....but it has its bright sides.....Ahhh I can't wait til i get a car so I can meet girls from other schools because the girls at our school are becoming very annoying and gay!!! There ya go!!!! Not that i need a car but it will be much easier!!! Im still really confused....I've asked this before, but what do girls see in the guys they pick...Maybe they are blinded by love or something but they gotta see the asshole side of guys...Im not talkin bout ne one particular so i dont want ne one startin shit w/ me sayin im talkin shit...oh yea that reminds me...I love it how people pretend to be your friends than they stab you in the back...but im not mad....I can live w/ it...but I realized something this weekend...U know what, people don't know what they are missin out on...they don't know the real me but if they took the time they would see...but i understand people...but i don't understand the world...its like they want u to be nice and not say anything but then when they do something wrong and u say something they wonder why!!! Well look at what you did...I don't know lately ive been really pissed off and i just cant figure out why but im okay...so don't worry...I hear this quote and its for all the shittalkers it so awesome!!!
current mood: drained current music: Perfect-Simple Plan
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Friday, May 17th, 2002
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11:11 am - Just Bein Bored in Broders!!!
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THE PRESENTERS NAME: Brandon Scott
DATING STATUS: Still Searching!!! HEIGHT: 5'7" EYE COLOR: Blue HAIR COLOR: Black NICKNAMES: B, Lil B, Nalbey, Lil Nalbey, SCREEN NAME(s): Nalbee03 BIRTHPLACE: Warren SCHOOL: LCN FRIENDS: Toooo Mannnyyy to name allll of them PIERCINGS: None TATTOOS: None, but i want one BEDTIME: whenever im tired
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THE FUTURE PLACE TO LIVE: Maine KIDS: 3 any combo don't matter NAMES OF KIDS: Brendan, Mia, Zach, Cameron, I don't know I still have awhile!!!! JOB: BioChemist or some type of Business
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HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN THE LAW: Ummmm....yeahhhh RAN AWAY: wanted 2 BROKEN A BONE: Never CHEATED ON A TEST: Oh...like noone else has PLAYED STRIP POKER: Want too HAD AN EMERGENCY: Ummm...unless having to go to the bathroom counts
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN... LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: definetely GOD: Hes there UNICORNS: No only girls believe in unicorns ALIENS: Ummm...theres life out there somewhere HOROSCOPES: Yes but their always a day off!!! GHOSTS: Oh definetely HEAVEN: Yes....theres gotta be a place better than here HELL: You mean this isnt hell that were in!!! YOURSELF: Yesss ABORTION: NO! NOT AT ALL! LIFE AFTER DEATH: yeah PAST LIVES: oh yeah, that stuff is soooo cool
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WHICH IS BETTER COKE OR PEPSI: Coke, Vosses fav LOL DEAF OR BLIND: Blind, cuz sounds are cool POOLS OR HOT TUBS: Hot Tubs...hahaha TV OR RADIO: Radio ONE PILLOW OR TWO: Definetey 2 NIKE, ADIDAS, OR REEBOK: adidas NIGHT OR DAY: The Night Life MOON OR SUN: The moon, its so nice 2 look at, haha BEING WITH FRIENDS OR BEING WITH YOUR MAN/WOMAN: Friends....
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THE OPPOSITE SEX WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: Eyes....gotta have pretty eyes MUST-HAVE PERSONALITY TRAITS: Fun....outgoingness STRAIGHT OR CURLY HAIR: Curly hair SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Long Hair that smells good!!!! HATE MOST ABOUT THEM: Constant Whining, but its mostly b/c of something i have done..LOL WHO HAS IT EASIER: Us, its so easy WHO CAUGHT YOUR EYE RECENTLY?: Shhh...its a secret!!!!
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WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU... SHOWERED: This morning CRIED: Uhhh...last week WHEN AND WITH WHO DID YOU RECENTLY HAVE THE BEST TIME WITH? Scotts house, that was the best time of my life...thanx to everyone that helped in making me RELAX!!! HAHAHA
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